Black Cinder
endless winter, endless cold
reality splinters as time unfolds
a precognition in a forgotten dream
I saw the pattern dissolve and I heard myself scream
consumed by fire / consumed by hate / consumed by envy
mankind's fate
and in the sky I saw black angels / and red fire filled the sky
and when we all move towards the end
let us live a lie, let us pretend
an artificial stasis where we play our games
a sinking playground for the deaf and lame
in the gulf of deep black space
we drift through desolation
this sad cinder of a world
lies degradation
hear the beating heart of the void
turn your face to the stars
dance to sounds of eons
Deny Me
we got along / oh so fine
sweet separation / sign on the dotted line
can't get you out / from my head
so obsessed / a living dead
you are the reason / that I stay alive
still
you are the reason / that I wanna die
I still grieve / I still cry
a moment in life to resist and deny
I'm too weak / to be strong
everything I knew / turned out to be wrong
to be wrong
since I'm too weak / to be strong
everything I knew / turned out to be wrong
to be wrong
in this moment I am lost / so heartbroken
that's the cost / the cost of my deeds
pay the fees / the cost of my deeds
Hitting Ground
normality / so near
a thin wall between me and my fear
regression / I'm spiraling down
aggression / I'm hitting ground
I fight because I've seen / what it all does to me
but when my soul wants to feed / I surrender to it's greed
I feel the changes inside me / inhaling lies to feel free
waiting at the corner for black meat / an awkward stranger in the blazing heat
I found myself out of my mind / and I left my caged life behind
now I wander aimlessly / this is not what I call to be free
lost the race / dirt in my face
blood and filth / a big disgrace
open the door / let me in
crash on your floor
I wear thin / I wear thin
Stroke
smash some keys randomly
normality, insanity
sum it up / humanity
empty landscapes deceive
scratch the soil and you'll see / a rotting past never meant to be
rise in a world of dust / in the wind you die
walls are crumbling / close your eyes
write a message on the wall / a memory left in stone
acidic tasting rain / wash it all away
suicidal genocide / geocide
suicide / green / flickering...
it's a green world
naked in the streets / shard of genetic debris
decaying / wash it all away
shard, genetic debris / wash it all away
naked
Incision
I feel so weak / long lasting fight
this mental disease / a parasite
can words heal my condition
suicide the wrong decision
there's something gaining strength from me
distorting my reality
there's something going on inside of me
there's a life I cannot choose / there's a place I cannot reach
close the doors, turn off the light / close your eyes and shut them tight
I feel so weak / long lasting fight
this mental disease / a parasite
close the door / turn off the light
close your eyes and shut them tight
With One Voice
we fill the world with arctic noise
a thousand men with one voice
the fading light, the steady beat
soon it's night and we'll live again
we hear the chime from a distant bell
a metallic sound, caught in its spell
all march to its call
we stand in front of it / we hail and follow it
side by side / we stand side by side
side by side / we die side by side
in this barren wasteland / a tower stands
it beacons us / guiding thus
the world revolves / around its structure
the changing pattern / a filigree of light and sound
a pulse of colour / a disc of light
filled with sorrow / mixed with delight
spiraling / listening / sensing
empty handed / so well defended
but we tore it down / we tore it down
black as night / cold as steel
merciless surface / more than real
not a single mark / not a single scratch
we raise our fists
Shine
the scorching heat / the devastation
blazing sun / annihilation
we reach out / blind with love
a man in its core / silicon based
great cities / coboloid race
transformations / configurations
shine little star
twinkle twinkle
I know who you are
an entropy war at the end of time
a last convulsion, millennium chime
in the background we fade away
a slow waltz into radiation
time stops, inverted creations
spiralling down like burning leaves
shine little star
twinkle twinkle I know who you are
shine little star
they will do it again
Hand To Mouth
too much education / too much information
I wander aimlessly / the future hid itself
got no money / got no hope
there's no consolation / in music, sex or dope
sex and dope
I still dream / I still hope
visions of the future they give no hope
I still bleed / I still burn
visions of the future they give no hope
my fingers bleed / my eyes are sore
this wretched soul / rotten to the core
do I want it all / can I take it all
I need a break / it's too late
I rather live / from hand to mouth
than be a slave / there's no more doubt
frustration / determination
I will succeed / hunger feeds my need
choose art before greed
Hey Mister
I caught a glimpse of your skin
in the swimming pool you swam in
I caught a glimpse of your skin
hey mister, do you have a cigarette
you got to run / you got to hide
when I smile / you know you got to run
strung out / head inside out
I feel the world giving in / I felt a world within
I felt beside between outside, inside
I was inside a sin
I touch forbidden skin / I touch your forbidden skin
I feel a void within / when I touch your skin
Lies Told
I was tired of being perfect
to understand you have to scratch the surface
I know I'm not the best of men
I understand your pain and why you ran
lies told straight to my face
lies told straight to my face
lies told straight to my face
I don't believe a word what she says
I stopped using it when you came along
now I'm abusing it though I know it's wrong
turned into this clicheé, why do I have to burn
why can't I settle down, take it easy, but I never learn
I found myself on the bottom of a black pit
they say time will heal, they are full of shit
I can say that time hasn't healed a thing 'cause
if that was the case I would feel like a fucking king
Plaything
can I get even higher / can I put out the fire
can I extinguish it all / the fire in my soul
a plaything for the night / discarded, used all right
nothing more than that
a wind up toy will break / forced entry
its spring will break
you wind my key again / a notch from insane
my coiled spring inside / takes me for a ride
how long will it take / before I will break
I will break
you wind the key / you turned the knife
I'm just debris / a broken life
a sorry fuck / who took his chance
I pressed my luck
last spasmic dance
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